So how do you start a conversation that you know will end up with one of you being upset? I want to talk to my boyfriend about something, I really do, but I know it'll end up with one of us being upset/angry at the other. I just want to talk about it but I can't. I'm too scared to bring it up. But it's going to bug me until I do. I don't want to keep brushing it under the rug, I want to feel like I can openly talk to him about anything without the fear of him leaving me. But I can't. I'm always going to have that fear because that's all I've ever known. So I don't know what to do. Right now it's not a big deal, but I'm sure in a few days there will be another blog about me venting about all this. So yeah. I don't know. I'm going to therapy and everything but I'm not sure if that'll help with this. I've always been scared to share things with my boyfriends. I'm scared to ask them questions. I'm terrified of losing them. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost.